R.I.P © 1987-2008, Alicia Ray All rights reserved : You will forever be missed

BST: it’s for the love…the love of whom? These dudes, these girls? This world is for the love of… For the love of money…it’s like bittersweet honey

IZ: I say Bismillah for this and that- As truly it’s a fact, some people’s…. people’s soul’s is cracked, like possessed to the bad reflex- and yep I said that… they would look in the mirror as they smoke crack- And laugh smile and clap- bounce hop to that- But the honeys sweet?….I say… Watch what ya eat…

BST: Cuz at times we can’t stomach it…it’s somethin’ like a love sickness you had enough of, inlove with disaster…you mastered the breaking of your soul…the taping of your mouth…so I doubt that you are allowed to scream past the things you were told to keep secret…this is deepest…trust me, it’s the deepest…part of you…trust me this is the heat in the heart of you

IZ: And I close my ears- Turn my headphones up- To keep my sanity and mind’s a clear- No more the fear, but I see why I ran- Stuck in the hardest thickest of sand- So I ran and ran- But still I kept my sanity still- Was it, ah, to late to build? I say, No excuses! so I get up to build…. Make up what I missed and fix what should be fixed- But home’s still there, filled with sickness, no the cure-,cuz…. The peoples the sickness, and want, they want no cure, So they lie and lie “over”…. the truth- And the negative vibe is through, and through over the roof!

BST: Logical proof of collaborating fate… and all you can do is enhance on what you do & make…logical proof of what we do is bittersweet…here’s the backing of everything that provides that heat…. fire…the peoples pure desire…it’s sweet like honey…you wanna take a bite of this true love, this pain…this ache, this vibe in our veins…louder…turn the headphones higher than the sky’s limit…gifted endless…infinite to your name…whoIzzy? He who’s never empty…tempt me…tempt he…it’s tempting

IZ: Reinventing love’s true sympathy…all the affinity- something like before-…And I end this with positive energy… The combination of symmetry-…It’s endless to me- As we try, live…then inspire…Put together our visions, hearts, passions desire- For something apparently higher- I ask you this: “Have you looked outside lately”?…As today is…This new day it is…Over The mountain we have climbed higher …And in spite of the calamities-…It’s G~d’s plan we breathe…From a seed, to our knees, then dignified we signify…To some the pursuit of happiness…and some just to make it work- The confident live as if though they know what life’s really worth.

“Izzy and Bittersweet”

July, 8-9, 2008
1987, Alicia Ray. All rights reserved.
Izzy, Copyright© 2008

Bittersweet: link: myspace.com/lovindatuhateme

Alicia Ray/Bittersweet Passed on weeks after I the this collaboration with her- A True Friend- An Extremely gifted Writer- I always told her she was a female version of 2 Pac- She brought the best out of me in this collaboration and my game will be stepped up from this day forward. These details were added 8/12/08 to show respects after this blog has already been posted- Please give a prayer

Izzy Free 1.5

Not so academic,
like you would think,
as I am so
expansive….
in my progressive’nez…
this is- but so creative this is-
how I’m a think’a- unconventional -
Who Sizzz> it’s wrong to break then re and make-
They say this is and I say ” not Iz”

I’m living the dream
So as I dream
And as I make
Things seem, as they seem
As they try and try
So to define they try
Inside of me: I am so free
So I make be Free
My Reality
Izzy Izzy Izzy Free

And some,
as they say,
it “is”
And I say not “iz”

No matter what they say
I “can” help it
I’m Iz
And on this earth to prolong it
Be it
Cuz…, I’M IZ

“Inspire from the higher
Use your Unique power”

Plan ya steps and be ready for the best
Learn, but for you
Take nothing less
For you this iz
Izzy free
Yep, that’s me : )

“ha ha, I had to add that ending lol”

“Peace, Peace,”
Izzy

-Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Copyright©2008

I think about the world without the pursuit of power and gain- I think about it’s quest of the struggle to hold and obtain-I think about getting money, getting money, get the money hungry- Who are you without the money power and gain- Working to take vacations and living to live- Get the money, get the money, who are you without the “money” power and gain- So many lost and so many slain for the cost of the money power and gain- Still getting money, get the money, get the money, get the “power”, and Gain-

I think about a world without the pursuit for the top- Trying to top the highest height of the highest spot- Getting the money, getting the money, hungry for power and Gain-

I think about the world so relaxing sweet- Joyful joyz and landscapes so neat- Perfect moves to the perfect beat- Dancing to the days the rhythm plays… Like how smoothly this reading is to your soul it is- Flowing, Flowing and flowing…. Read it slow….

I think about the world for the pursuit of passion and joy- Living out ones dreams in joyz- Flowing with the music as the song plays…Breaking to the beat as the rhythm skips beat…

I think about the world pursuing passion and joy- being the you, you are, and the we, we must be- I see the rivers clean and clear, and the sky’s as bright as ever- In peace, In peace-

I think about the world pursuing peace- By not killing for peace, getting the money, getting the money, getting money- Hungry for money resource and land hungry- So called hungry for peace… with stomachs empty half full so called hungry for peace.

I think about this place full of love running so deep, deeply pure inside everyone’s approach to each others their own- This love is deep unconditional deep loving is the way of life and love is never week- Because in your eyes and each others all you see is love, because love is you, and as you walk these golden streets all you see is you, and you, and you walking by looking at you, back at you, loving yourself, because your human eyes see only humans and when it comes down to it- We as human are family we are- Huge we are and yes it is family it is- from one place we came, and one place we will go- A place not far right by your soul- This place they say this world will never have peace… not full of love and what this world runs off of is destruction and hungers not our need- But there is a place- There is a place-

I don’t know if I have seen this place of all places, but I will be there in some defined way of all ways and forms- If it’s not on earth- The so amazing beautiful “human center” our home- Have you seen it? It’s a sight to see- One day walk out and see- It’s a sight to see- If this perfect place is not Earth- I am 100% sure it’s called Heaven.

Part 2- Coming soon- Cuz I have this idea lol- Called “Heaven Beings”:)

Peace, Izzy

5:31am
6/9/07

And I take off of this- Can you relate to this- To this face I make- The one not in the pit’cha face- that’s in’between the 7, that’s in Hibernate to Rejuvenate- From 6AM I wake, from the nights end’z… Break- To the L word over Practicality, or just in feelings form- Always one to me in puzzling form- Now then or never- Metaphysical or Physical form- It be, Marble birds in the stomach that boil and flutter- Looking to the Stars….Like they have answers to my pumping vesicle- Stop to reflect and find to remember a time about this time, that this time is still recovering, in recovering session.

Passing Pretty things and Shiny things- That don’t hold the jewel’z- Goals, future and things- But best believe they ring and, ring, and ring- just to try on ya,… who and me, to stop and sing…- missing the bar, this song and things- So It steps to that road that’s known must travel- Then to stand and let these expressions sing….

And all and all before- It comes like all before- like how was the mountains created- and the waterfalls formed- How my Art was born?….
I take you on this trip- As I bend and mold-
Create, and Create,
And I say, and say…
“All I want to do, Iz Create”

Peace, Peace, and Peace
Izzy

3/13/08
7:40AM

Copyright©2008

“Mate and Souls” My partner-as the flowers bloom- the times melt the ice-pedals fall in many colors- eyes go into each other- I see you- seen so many times- wanting it’s real presence- missing what’s even a thing so simple as a voice- from you, it’s you- intertwined liked presences, with mine in my presence- an aid of what is needed- gift of what’s must, as wants become!- forever an Evolution of us- the mixing of us- souls meeting souls the delight- understanding what perfection is- feelings what feelings should be- in their place fount this tent I called home- as in my journal, I said: ” home is where the soul feels free”-cosmic placement complementation- categorized in the form of, “I pray for this”…- and then You-our birth- two like one, it is us- with souls and mate

By: Izzy
2:54pm
2/2/08

Copyright©2008

Courageous right
Walking into the light
Knowing what the solution is
Seeing what the problem is
Walking into the light
The beauty of life’s beginning
The beauty of life’s forever’ness
What an ending

Courageous in spite
But yet still walk into the light
Out of darkness knowing this
Out of darkness into fight
Tears boil
But it’s at the point of action
For the children you could say.
Life

How long would you take it
Would you let walls
Or policy hold you back
You have been free All this time
The choice is there
Like he say she say, they say, You Say

In front of all odds
Of the world of count.
You

It comes a point
Walking into it
It stands there
Looks back at you
Deep penetrating eyes
It’s a Door

Walk in
*^&%&$@!!!@!!!$%!!!!!!
Be Courageous!

(Taste the ultimate freedom)

6:17AM
December/30/2007

Peace, Izzy

Copyright©2007

The minute a person whose word means a great deal to others dare to take the open-hearted and courageous way, many others follow.
Marian Anderson

“Something led me to read this after writing this. Could not have said it better myself. Truly inspirational” -Izzy

Crave yes, the promise of self
Promises to myself
Astral projections to a place I thought
I thought in ones moments in times place
To the place of knowing it, so I promised
So much not to take on the ills of it
The will never to fall in the perishings of re, and regrets
What were they, and what would they be, if I knew
Knew not to do, not to do because I had it all planned in dreams of thought
Before the journey began
Yes , to myself I had it planned
Knew what it was to avoid ….I would have called it smart

Looking up at that sealing with the glow in the dark stars
My mind, my you’in’the verse’ …my universe
At night I would fly via teleport
Ready my ports
Read it was my passions burst
In, And out to the future’scape
I was there before I was there
Now here
Here in the place of all places known to be
I am.

Planned to be, just a minute off
But I realize what it’s, and Is,
Felt what I could have only thought’ed
Drinking the full cup of the joys of pains…
It tasted good
The fresh crunch!
Of the new
It was I, that did
Wanted the ride of struggle
Only to win in my world glory
It’s my dream mixed with the worlds of dreams
So it’s parallel with realities ultimate
Understandings not’s whats read?
Your subconscious
Gets

In the tank of an Un, and a Countable many fish
The plastic bag, of water temperature different
Figures the wait, in it’s place, until the bags free
And it breaks. To join in as it fits in it’s place

Awake again to the middles of nights end
Forcing the pages of today not to end
Folding back life’s stories
To figure the folds of tomorrows bringing
This is not the end, but knowing’s reminder of beginning
I see it- Where the “I” wants to be
Project, in that place, pictured so far
To wake up in time…
with my dream,
Right next
to Me.

Out of poems to write
Speechless to the poem
Not the thought that misses
But the will not to acknowledge
But to desire the nothing to “be” not nothing but live in peace
Away feelings and minded pictures put away
Systematic reality’s functions
Human’nis out of this, what an end
Not the manipulation of a Dream
Like fighting agents programmed machines, Literal
Systematic, Systematic, Systematic, The policies of.
Could it be, human functionality does not exists
And the rules of compassion- Truth- Love-Responsibility
Is just to tame-
The would be free

Bring in thee
Live out you
Be your truth

Peace, Izzy
12/14/07
5:11 PM

Copyright©2007

Fathers as me and you
Loving the two
Not lost in mind & heart
Forever the imagination creates
This is for me as well as you
Not celebrating a day but surly you
The times infinitely spent
Giving man hood to man hood
Life to lives so many built
Forever “a” father
Forever a father
Blessed is truth

-Peace, Love, Respect
-Izzy

3:34 pm
6/17/07
Copyright©2007

I drew a picture back in the day that I still have- It was surreal but it pointed out my reality- The move was simple and the action depicted happiness- To my future it was this way—> and the world waiting for my giving- True story, it was surreal but it pointed out the reality- “Self”- I can move my self- I can build my self up or down- Give knowledge, and build faith within myself- Look at yourself, and you will get a reflection of you- Reflection is your reality “around”- Peace with yourself- Winning, with yourself- Are you winning? With yourself- Your beat of sound and voice- Can I change the world- Can I change This person next to me personally- I can control “Self”- The world is better with self- My world is better within myself- Start with Self- As self is changed for the better- “Creator”, the Reality- Then Reality is “me”

….Peace, Izzy The Artist
9/28/07
12:28 AM

….Copyright©2007

It’s the pages that’s let go=—->

wrote on over and over

on top of the same spot.

Ripped to top and parted

to parts of the unknown

letting the pages go=—–>

Running out of space( )
Traveled flight

and none even left in the corner

-It’s the pages let go-

And what was wrote-

It was never there-

Never happened- ?

It was never a thought of it- ?

never felt- !

If you ask me.

I don’t know- ?

What was a memory …

is now paper’trashed…

on an old notepad

If you ask me…It never was

I have no idea ?

new pad out for the noted

taken

And the 28^th

Never Happened

Peace, Izzy
4:12AM
9/11/07
Copyright©2007

Peace, Izzy

11/4/07
2:21 AM
(Loving Truth?-Loving back!-Love back Truth.)

Copyright©2007

Sitting on this cloud as the night get navy’er blue darker- days coming up from other ends

Looking down on my cities; the country side by side taking air cool to cold

How many heights from the earths ground- all seen is dots below but the people felt like my children

Perceived felt the vibes of thoughts and emotions from actions and interactions they were

Momentum waves pieced up and deciphered it all from the person on the corner to the ones asleep

Taking in their dreams the pleasure the fear and the adventure all at once at one time it was crazy

As I sat on my cloud I had created to sit on… up high up in that lonely place in the sky up there up there

Looking down from my location in great the state of thought it was electricity radio energy, it all so…

Electrical

From my huge pot that’s filling up with water the essence- I pull it over to my side and exhale

Test it with a small of the smallest drop first… as the droplet lands on the earth it bubbles a splash

From the slash of the droplet of the smallest pour grows thousands of sprouts

It was the future Plants

Amazing the site it was if you could have seen it with your flesh eyes

Excited at the results of my experiment with science

Detached from it all to give answers and solutions

Looking over at the shiny pot like water of diamonds and gold unique

The greatest of little arms wrap around the container

Lifting up the jug full to tip over

Not giving in ration I pour over the pot

Like a bomb the wave of water pour profusely in bundle SHOOOTS FROM THE SKY!

It hits the earth and spreads forever spreading

It was the future

Given for the price called free

Raining down at once

The conciseness took // a drink

Would you go for substance or thrill the potato or jelly the bean- over the counter what ya means medicines prescription taken 2 bodies a thought- would you walk over to get it take feel it- or can you feel it without taking it- degrade self to find answers really ha ha ha…. Or sit on thrones thinking the plot- paths your choice- waist time or own it- want it get it need it so get it- paths paths paths…Look down the rest but walk the strait one. Embodiment, and you can google this!

Peace, Izzy

8/27/07
4:26 AM

(just wrote this right fast, but I got some new joints working on… on the way)

Copyright©2007